Wednesday, January 23, 2008

WASTED

It’s been a while since my last post here. And sadly, it had to be this way to write a new one.

Well I guess that’s life. Things you treasured for so long would be wasted just that. I thought this would never happen. Who’s gonna be blamed for this? I dunno. Wala siguro. But am sure to myself, wala saken ang problema. And problem would start neither on my side, nor my self.

Is there still a chance to fix this mess? Unfortunately, now, it’s all out of my hands. It’s beyond my control. It’s all up to them. I know my limits though I don’t know what’s gonna happen next. I can’t promise nothing would happen, that nothing bad would happen. It’s just I have my principles here, and no one can treat me and ALL OF ME the way they did. They started it all. I’m just being myself, doing things which I think are right.

You, and you! I was so disappointed. We don’t deserve those words you threw. It isn’t our game. Mas matatanggap ko pa kung sinuntok nyo ko sa mukha.. I was tryin’ to cool myself down. I was trying to save it. I talked to you. But what did you do? Your brains are just as good as shit!! You’re attending mass regularly, right? Where’s the fuckin’ breeding?! Now I know how your parents raised you. Shame on both of you, dickheads!

...You pissed me. Nice! SALAMAT SA LAHAT NG PINAGSAMAHAN but I got to have my two middle fingers for you two… FUCK YOU, AND FUCK YOU!! Kulang pa yan sa mga sinabi nyo, at ginawa nyo!! So much for you idiots. Go to hell! Now we’re all even.

Sayang mga pare. Sayang… Sabi nila di ko kayo dapat panghinayangan. Naging totoo ako sa inyo. Sana ginawa nyo yung part nyo.

Well I guess that’s life. Things you treasured for so long would be wasted just that. I thought this would never happen… that your life long friends would turn out to be your worst enemies…